Happy New Year!

Hi my lovelies, I know, I know - I have been silent again!

Turns out moving completely threw everything off and knocked my confidence with alot of things, so I can only apologise for not posting - I just haven't really known what to say!

I am so sorry, but I have vowed to take better care of myself this year, that means sorting out a doctor and stopping neglecting things and going into a little bubble!

Love you all,
And I hope you have a very happy new year celebration! 

Louie xo

We have moved!

Hello lovelies, 

I'm so sorry I've been so quiet these past couple of weeks, what with moving and Christmas around the corner, I've felt a bit overwhelmed and haven't really had a chance to even do anything let alone blog! :(

We are now moved into Russ's nans house, which was really nice of her, and even though there was a bit of a mishap within the first couple of days, everything is getting sorted slowly but surely and we are settling in nicely.

I've done alll my Christmas shopping and wrapped it all (I am obsessed with wrapping presents!) And yet we still have no Christmas tree :( Russ's nan doesn't want to put one up because she says the cats will pull it down, so i'm hoping to get a small one for our room, because at the moment we're not looking very Christmassy in here! 

I have a few video ideas planned, And hopefully I will be able to film those tomorrow, so they should be up soon (Hopefully...)

Anyway, I just wanted to keep this short and sweet, just a quick check in to let you all know i've not dropped off the planet! I'm still very much here :)

Speak to you all soon!

Louie x

Moving house! Again..

This is Russ, the last time we moved! Look at his face bless him :P

Hi lovelies!

So as I previously stated, Russ and I have had to find somewhere to live before Christmas, and LUCKILY, his lovely mum managed to persuade his nan to let us stay there til we get back on our feet. (Lots of love to you if you're reading!)

So we are moving there on Saturday, and even though I have moved many a-time before, and Russ has had his fair share of moving also, it is still so stressful, I hate the random bits'n'bobs, what do you do with them?! They're too small to put anywhere, and too random to categorise. I'm so rubbish at packing, it's scary.

I'm really glad we've got somewhere now though, because it was getting so stressful that Russ was getting really ill, and he stopped eating and I was getting so worried that it made me ill, so not a great time! 

I also am having a bit of a nightmare because I have a doctors appointment back in Southampton tomorrow morning, and I have to go on my own, to talk about my depression... and my agoraphobia. Now I'm just putting it out there, but that seems pretty bloody ridiculous, don't you think? I am still awake and stressing about having to leave the house, and even worse, on my own, and it's almost 1am, I'm nowhere near tired, and I need to leave the house at about 9am.. Awesome. Help! :(

Anyway, I'm clearly having a bit of a nightmare in my thoughts but I just wanted to check in with you guys and let you know what's going on, and so I will probably be a bit quiet for a while whilst moving, and then I've got a load of videos to film for you lot! 

Thanks for reading my rambles!

Louie x